So far so good with going back on the Celexa. I am feeling back to normal mentally. Physically, I am still pretty tired all the time and my back has been causing me a lot of problems lately, I know that I should be getting back to the gym soon but life has been kind of chaotic these past few weeks, if it isn’t one thing it’s another. It’s only 7 in the evening here right now and I am feel like I am ready to turn in for the night. Patrick is at a staff meeting until 8 and then has to drive 40 minutes home so it will be about an hour and a half before I see him. I now I should cook dinner for myself but I really don’t feel like it, that’s sad since cooking is one of my passions. I don’t feel like cooking just from myself since I only eat very little because of my surgery. When I cook for both of us, Patrick eats his share plus enough for 3 other people! I would feed us when he gets home, but he is getting fed at his staff meeting so he will unlikely be hungry again. I can’t believe tomorrow is February already. Times just seems to go faster and faster as you get older. I remember as a child that time seemed to move so slowly that you wished time would more faster. Honestly, things move too fast for me now. I am not even as busy as I could have been had I continued counseling school. Sometimes I wish I could have continued on with the program, but honestly it was too much then and now even. And I don’t need a 2nd master’s degree to carry out what I want to do with my life. My ultimate goal in life is to write a book about my experiences and my journey. Kind of turn this blog into a book. Pulling from the blog and my past experiences. People need to be educated on what weight loss surgery is and how it can help you. People need to know that it is not the “easy way” out and lastly, people need to know that surgery has so much another benefits along with losing weight. You gain confidence, your sexuality, a new outlook on life and yourself, etc. This list goes on and on. I honestly want to start this process now but don’t know where to start, I guess just open Word and start typing away. I already have the name for the book picked out. This will happen.
Daily Inspirational Quote: “What you leave behind is not what is engraved in stone monuments, but what is woven into the lives of others.” ~Pericles