My Personal Weight Loss Surgery Journey To A Healthier, Happier Life And Helping Others.

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Woke up this morning to being nominated for the Beautiful Blogger Award. I like sharing this sort of thing because it get’s the word out about other people’s blogs as well as your own. A big thank you to Needless Pounds for nominating me and check out his awesome blog! Just read the kind words he said about me, really made my day!  ”I chose Jessica for the Beautiful Blogger Award because she is a genuinely beautiful person.  From her willingness to share her deeply personal thoughts with the world to the awesome work she does to help support others, Jessica truly is one of the most beautiful bloggers I’ve read recently.”

By accepting this award, I’m committing to completing several tasks, the first of which is to link to the above graphic, I think I did that right!

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Next, I’m to thank the blogger who nominated me.  Thank you Daniel for nominating me and I truly appreciate your kind words about me and my blog! Thank you for sharing your weight loss journey with the world also, you are awesome!

Thing three is to state seven things about myself. This is the hard part!

1. I have a Master’s degree  in Health Education. That’s hard for a lot of people I know to believe since I am obese and work in a job way under my skill level. I always get the question, why don’t you have a better job? I tell them it’s because I am fat and sadly that is probably true. I actually went to school for 6 years and have a graduate degree. I’m hoping as I lose weight I might be able to secure a job in the field that I went to school for.

2. I have an obsession with cats! At once point in my life I owned three cats, sadly two are no longer with us. But the cat I have left is a cat that I have had for 9 years! 

3. I actually played ice hockey as a teenager. I wasn’t heavy as a teenage and I was one of two girls in my high school who played on a women’s ice hockey team. 

4. I hate milk! I haven’t had a glass of milk since 1996! I can’t stand the taste!!!!

5. My husband and I met online. My husband and I met through an on-line dating site in 2003 and met in person in 2004. We’ve been together ever since. We married in 2007. 

6. I’ve lived in Germany twice. As I child I got to go over to Germany with my family and live twice. I lived there for about a year in 1985/1986. Then in 1993 we went back to live for the summer. My father is a retired professor so he went over to teach. No, I am not fluent in German but my parents are!

7. I’ve grew up in house with a pool in the basement. Yes, a pool in the basement and yes, we use it a lot. 

Finally, I’m to nominate seven blogs for the Beautiful Blogger Award. Here are seven that I enjoy reading, some Bariatric related, some not!

1. The Family Pants: Awesome parenting blog! This blog makes me what to have children one day.

2. Honey I Shrunk The Grief!: Eric is a young widower and he shows us that love will find a way!

3. 300 Pounds Down: Awesome bariatric blog, she’s an amazing woman!

4. Eating Well Living Thin: Full of bariatric friendly recipes that are also tasty! Healthy doesn’t have to be bland!

5. Desperately Seeking Slender: Another fellow bariatric blogger, I hope to be as athletic as her one day! Love her blog to death!

6. The Other Side Of Up: Another awesome mother who shares hobbies, recipes, activities, and simple “daily twinklings.” Her blog also makes me want to have children!

7. Sassy Dreams Awake: An awesome  breast cancer survivor and she’s at the beginning of her weight loss surgery journey, check her out!

Check everyone of them out! And if you are a nominatee please pay it forward if you are able!


I wish my body and mind were in sync a little better. Mentally I feel awesome but physically I feel like crap (putting it mildly) a lot. I have a  headache in my forehead and severe neck pain almost every minute of the day. I have absolutely no energy most days. I feel like a 80 old women sometimes. I know I need to get back to the gym but I find it hard to do that when I have to pry myself out of bed each morning just to go to work. I get plenty of sleep each night, at least 8 hours. I get all my water in and take all my vitamins. I am not sure what is making me so tired these past few weeks. I am hoping it is just the stress of working towards this surgery. I just want this all to be over with. I know the surgery is a life long thing, I have already had the gastric sleeve over 2 years ago. I just want this whole process with insurance and getting a date to be over with. I know that I will truly be at peace when I wake up from my surgery, whenever that may be. I have tried not to think about it too much these past few days, but I am and always have been a constant worrier so it is very difficult for me not to think about it.  I am thinking about it less than I thought I would, but it’s still too much. The stress is so much right now that I feel like locking myself in the closet until I hear, I don’t want to deal with other human life until then! I was telling my counselor last week that before on all the medications I didn’t care about myself or others and was very unaware of my surroundings. Now I care a lot about myself and probably too much about others. I am also very aware of my surroundings, so much that I wish I wasn’t. Before I didn’t seem to be aware of people or things around me, I was just leaf in the river floating along. I can’t stand the world sometimes, the hatred in the world makes me so ill sometimes, it pains me to see how hateful people are to one another, but there is nothing I can do about it, I can’t change the world, only myself, I need to remember just to focus on that.

 

Daily Inspirational Quote: “Worry pretends to be necessary but serves no useful purpose.” ~Eckhart Tolle  

(NEED TO TAPE THIS QUOTE TO MY MIRROR!)



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